The Reason ..

I feel that i owe myself before anybody else an explanation to why i am doing this now.
I don't go searching for the past. It just haunts me every now and then. I used to be a dedicated writer that quit with his own will the world of creative words that he adored to the core. But, it just keeps hitting me over and over. I lack something in my life, something i used to have and lost it for whatever reason. I see my friends facing similar troubles but getting through them while i'm sinking in an endless feeling of despair. I need to get myself together, let it all out, get back to - at least - a part of the life i used to have.
I am a different person now with new perspectives and priorities in life. But, this life that we're leading theses days made me need to start writing once more.
I don't know what am i going to write? But i do know that i need to.
And, That's the reason.